to throw up or not to throw up...

i don't blog. i'm not good at communicating through writing. i just want somewhere to write things that i think of so that my son/daughter can see how crazy i was while he was in my belly. today i feel extremely nauseated, the heat makes me sick, milk makes me sick, the thought of food makes me sick. the thought of living in baldwin park the rest of my life makes me sick. i'm 9 weeks 5 days. wootz.